Now that I got my rocks off engaging in political discourse, mainly online, I'm not quite sure what to do with myself. I don't think I've changed any hearts and minds. Rather, I've upset some and generated a response from others.
No, it's true, I have not matured yet. I still enjoy this. To me, I'm making an impact on people. To my credit, I believe everything I write, and I try to be as truthful as possible. To my discredit, I can come across as confrontation and sometimes rude, hopefully cold too.
I've figured out just what I want in this life.
Aside from sleeping in a warm bed, good friends and good food, I'm pretty much occupied with amusing myself. It's why I push buttons. It's why I know the buttons to push. I'm not very bright, but I do know the correct buttons to push. I know what will set someone off. I wish I could use these horrible skills for something positive like getting laid. I'll leave that up to alcohol and my good hair.
Does anything meaningful come out of a life that is lived solely for amusement purposes?
I don't think so. Not by itself. Maybe it can be channeled in some way that's edifying to mankind. I write songs and maybe I've put a little bit in there that I'm not aware of. I do not know.
I'm not getting any younger. I'm not sure if I can hang my hat on anything yet. I've chosen quite a simple path. I don't think it's old yet. Maybe it will be in two years. I hope not.
It's a very good thing I haven't had the opportunity to start a family. I can't fathom why or how others do. It's a chore to take care of myself.