I decided I like drama. If people meant what they said and were direct life would be painful. Drama opens things up a bit.
It's a pleasant feeling to try to second guess what someone actually means. Headgames exercise part of the brains that don't get great activity.
Histrionics is always a spectacle. I like never knowing what's coming next. Scenes are great. It's even better when the cops are involved. This is what makes me tick. (I've never had a scene with the cops).
It's neat to say things with no care behind them. Generate reactions. Draw people in. Turn people away.
I'm here for the moment.